Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Holiday Bustle

I normally love the holidays. I`m never the kinda person who gets flustered, or moody over all the stuff that happens around this time of year. This year though, I can`t seem to handle it. It feels like so much is going on in such a short time frame. Lots of changes at work(new shift and a re-certification I have to do) plus trying to get presents done(not even close there) and then the parties/get togethers. Add to it that this year I'm on JC and trying to lose weight....

So because of the new change of shift at work, I changed my appointments at JC from Wednesdays to Mondays. Yesterday after weigh-in I had lost 1.8lbs. I also hit 20lbs lost and my weight now 211.8lbs is 25% from my goal weight. I decided to get rewards for myself for every 25% I lose. Since I have a party to go to soon, and I need a nice top, I`m planing on spending a little extra then I normally do on clothes. I`ll also be very honest, recently I have lost my drive on the whole weight loss thing. Don`t get me wrong I`m NOT quitting, but the urges to be bad and just eat whatever are getting worse. So far I`m still doing ok, and I`m still determined not to give up. I can totally feel the changes in my body(I swear I felt my hip bone today haha) and see it in my clothes. I know I`m just losing that first high, and I need to introduce some new things to keep me motivated. Maybe I need to look into joining some kinda fitness class.

My book addiction has been helping me through the stress though haha. Just finished reading three books of the Black Dagger Brotherhood series by JR Ward. I`m so in love with the series, as soon as I can I`m getting the rest of the books. If your a paranormal romance fan these books are a must read. I`m going to end this here, my younger brother wants to go shopping now *sigh*.

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