I'm not sure how to start this off at all....I've been really really really bad...
The best way of putting it is that, I just stopped caring for a few weeks. I stopped caring about the progress I made, stopped caring about what I was going to do or eat, stopped caring about myself period. Not a very good way to be.
So I was off my JC in the worst way possible, I mean I was eating out almost everyday. Oddly I still kept thinking that tomorrow I would stop and eat what I was supposed to, the next day though I would give into a craving and continue to eat bad for the rest of the day. I been having good days and bad days, going up and down.
I not going to quit though. That I'm adamant about, I don't want to quit and start the climb back up to a place where I'm not me anymore, I'm someone else. So some positives, still went to JC on Monday (but had a 5lb gain >.< ), joined a gym yesterday, and have been eating my JC food again. Also I changed the JCC the I see, I never really connected with my old JCC, she was much older then I was. My new JCC is closer to my age and is very supportive. Hmmm I can't think of anything else I would like to say.
I'll update again soon, and this time have more good news to report~
